
Milestones are kind of bittersweet. They can leave a little bit of sadness for the time that has passed and will never be tasted again, but can also be sweet as they always leave the memory of the taste and the yearning and drive for more of it. Sweet addiction to life.
Kinda sad that I nearly tripped over the little stone that marked one year of selling my house, the end of a 10 year relationship and the beginning of one of the most fulfilling years of my life.
Last November 10th, my ex and I sold our home and I purchased my condo......one whole year has passed. I have found great joy and freedom, personal peace and a rebirth of ME...ALL OF ME!
The previous 10 years of my life is in no way a regret. I learned a tremendous amount about my strenghts and weaknesses. The greatest thing about those years is the friendships and family I have been
given. They were there to share in the stronger moments and shore me up during the weaker moments even while they may have been having those weaker moments themselves. I'm very happy for the inanimate things in my life, but truly greatful for the beautiful people that have let me into theirs.
Ya might think it's a little early to be counting blessings.. it's something I did infrequently in the past, but have learned that it is and should be a daily ritual.
If you stop, just for a whole sixty seconds, everyday and look at your surroundings and think of the people in your life, you will know you are among the luckiest people in the world.
Special props to The Mama, Sammy, Gabrielle, Lesli, Steve, Gabby, Celeste and Patte......thanks for standing up for me when I needed it and also for staring me down when i needed it. Much LOVE. Me.